Blogger Swastika

 Ouch! it really hurts when you missed the opportunity when you really could have grabbed it on time. But its too late when you realise things that could have been more better if you would have took it on time. Certainly, we regret and feel hopeless and helpless too. It really kills you inside as you don't want to speak up to others and don't want to get that so called sympathy which will make more stressing.  Sometimes you imagine if you have taken another decision or chosen something else then this, life could have been more better in every way. Sometimes even i imagine how bad i feel not getting the opportunity, how regretful i am, how beautiful life could've been, things i could do in my own way, things i could have achieved in life. It would've been so far more better. Oh! feel so petty on myself sometimes when we look back and realise how i missed that chance and how stupid i was not to grab it just because of compromising and thinking about others point of view. ...

 Someone asked me to rite how selfish that person was to me.  So i raised the question to myself was that person really was selfish? But no, i call it self care. Not even a single person in this entire world is selfless. Okay i wanna give a small example, if you're drowning with your family consciously or subconsciously first thing that comes up in mind is Am i okay? or i've to save my life and then you will think apart from yourself. So nonetheless, it's your right to think for yourself first and if somebody raised question against your selfcare then i call that person a total FOOL.   Even if you do good end of the day people will talk behind you so nobody you should care about if you think you're doing it for yourself. Most important thing is we should be happy first then we can make others happy but don't get lost in your happiness only.  But trust me the only first  thing matters in this entire world is our own happiness, to have that blush on face, that inn...

 30 June 2021  8:46 PM I've always wonder about intimacy. What really intimacy is? Is it just having physical relation for satisfaction for sometime or is it to get close to someone you feel for? These days people are having misconception about physical relations and barely less humans are there who truely know the true feeling of intimacy or getting intimate. Everyone is running over getting a pleasure for sometime that's it. Nobody give a damn about other's  feeling. All they want is pleasure, how selfish they are i feel. I am not mentioning here that getting pleasure is a bad thing but my point is, is the other person really wants it too? Or they really do feel the same? I can see most of the people suffer from this in abundance. People wants is to get some physical pleasure rather than some true feeling and emotions. And I feel that at some point those people will realise if they’re having wrong feeling about intimacy but I bet some people don’t even give a shit about...

 Change is good yet its hard to obtain as it is inevitable. I don't take change in negative sense cause i feel change is always for a good in life. For instance as we grow older heaps of things comes our way, when we're baby we just need our playing stuffs, toys, mom, dad but as we step up there will be many changes such as going to school which we hated the most. Totally new environment to adjust with new people like a whole new world. Similarly we go through our teen age, adult, grow older and older, we suffer or go through many situation ups and down. Sometimes there will be happy days and sometimes bad days. We've been through exam stress, sometimes argument with friends, love problems, family issues, pocket money issues, times when we get good grades, those tour moments with friends, romantic date with GF/BF, bunking classes, so on and so forth.  Either its positive or negative changes, it makes us stronger mentally and emotionally anyway. The more changes we have to f...