A Heart Broken Story from a Heart Broken Girl

Today i want to write those feelings that a girl never had told when she was heart brokeninto millions of pieces.

Just few months of bond yet the she had the most beautiful memories.., and dreaming of future being her better half. Unfortunately broke the heart in a second. All those memories will surely still haunts as hell. With all those sleepless night, wet pillows with tears for days. No appetite yet never felt that stomach is empty. It might be just few months bonding for the other person but for her it gave her so much expectations for lifetime that she had already started dreaming of. Past relationship for many years it haunts time and again but doesn't mean you have to deep drown in the same for lifetime 

Sadly she made him the prince of her future like in a fairytale story but end of the day he made her realise life isn't a fairytale story. He gave her all the hope that a man would give to his woman for lifetime. Certainly anyone would have expected nothing but love and care from that bond that s/he has. Yet all she asked is him to move one step forward towards and she would have stepped forward 10 times more. That much she had felt strongly.

But all he came up with a stupid reason that is not even had any logic in breaking her heart. When he broke her heart she felt like being a brightest shining chandelier fell on the floor into millions of pieces and someone came up and cleared up the floor saying that i will replace this with new one.

Tears fell from eyes like a rainfall, lying on the same shoulder who broke her into pieces, wiped tears by the same person who was the reason of those tears yet, she was happy and feeling peace being with him.

These days it is very easy for someone to break the heart cause they already know they can replace it easily. Replacing has been like a trend like a substance.

May be people want others to go from the same pain which they had gone through, just to make them realise how it feels when the heart is hurt. But what was her fault? Only fault was to seek for the pure love and care? Or to the fault was to give more love and expect the same in return?

All those tears were worthless for him anyway cause even though she leaves her breath away from her body nothing would matter for him..and end of the day, he proved that her feelings and care were worthless for him...

I hope one day he shall realise that how much someone has loved and cared him to the another level. Those strong feelings for him was worthless infront of his eyes cause he is searching for something else.

How much she tries to communicate but each words/letters would mean nothing for him but just an alphabets.. just a worthless and meaningless alphabets...

If only people knew, if it's meant to be it will be.

It is just a matter of time and long time does not require to know the person's true face and the feelings that s/he has for you. But in today's generation all they want is an excuse of time. If you still don't know the person after few months of bonding then that person have never opened up to you yet fully.

But soon she will come up more stronger and will stand for herself with full of confidence back again on track. A better version of SHE!